Posted by: Jessen on: December 29, 2008
I wanted to write about the disorientating effects of emotional shock, but I hit a mental block halfway through what I was writing. I guess there is something I still need to proccess about this. Have a conversation with my cool friend JC instead.
John: staten island is the lamest place in the whole world
it would [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: December 25, 2008
It’s just a simple line.
I can still hear it, all of the time.
If i can just hold on tonight,
I know that nothing
Nothing survives.
Nothing survives.
Posted by: Jessen on: December 20, 2008
STEF AND CHRISTINA HAD A BABY!!!!!!
Posted by: Jessen on: December 20, 2008
It’s becoming clear to me that I’ve let myself slide way, way back recently. I don’t know if it’s started to affect my relationships yet.. but I certainly am not living as well as I was. I’ve isolated myself in my room for several days, and I’ve been perusing ebay far to much for things [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: December 19, 2008
Here
“He is absolutely ruthless and he is totally self-obsessed. He has these bizarre personal issues with parents and families and he is destroying other people’s lives in revenge for his hatred of his own parents.” – Barbara Weed
This, coming from the woman who has exposed her son all over the world by contacting the media [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: December 18, 2008
Part of being emotionally healthy is being physically healthy, too. I came to realise just how poorly I treat myself recently when my hand tremors got so bad I could barely draw or hold onto things.
I am not overweight, but I have an awkward body shape due to lack of excercise – pot bellied with [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: December 18, 2008
I talked about this dream with GM, Colleen and JC last night on skype:
I had a pretty vivid and detailed dream a few nights ago. The setting was a house that i lived in with my family from the time I was 4 or 5 until i was 7or 8. this house had a massive [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: December 13, 2008
When I was 15, I went through a pretty terrible breakup with my then-girlfriend, and instead of supporting me, my parents left for a vacation.
I was alone in the house, and I took a massive overdose of psychiatric drugs. I took anti-psychotics, anti-depressants, mood stabilizers, and tranquilizers and washed them down with alcohol I had [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: December 11, 2008
While I was dating Liz, I lost a lot of weight through not eating. It was unconscious though. I did not intentionally starve myself.
I started gaining the weight back when I was with Caity, and then, as the problems steadily grew to the tipping point, it fell off me again in a matter of weeks, [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: December 11, 2008
Lily Lucerne:
i have a question for you guys
JC Hewitt:
sure
Lily Lucerne:
talking about brain damage
Phil Crimmins joined the room.
JC Hewitt: [listening]
Lily Lucerne:
did you ever experienced a feeling that if you cannot share a beautiful moment with someone …it somehow doesen’t exist …you yourself doesn’t exist?
Lily Lucerne:
like
Lily Lucerne:
if you yell into [...]
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