Posted by: Jessen on: July 31, 2009
twitter for the blog omgjessen.com, if i can figure it out. #
net activist for lgbti, animal welfare, children's rights, non violence, anti state #
created YT playlist for streetkids, will add more, please spread. http://tinyurl.com/streetyouth #
1984 movie about seattle streetyouth: http://tinyurl.com/streetw #
#harrypatch soldiers are murderers, not heroes #
now posting at sexgenderbody.com as glam.riot! #
Mondays recipe: vegan [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: July 31, 2009
I didn’t really accomplish what I set out to do this week, except for eating better.
I had many bizzare dreams, most of which contained flashbacks. Some I think were flashbacks about my abuse. I don’t want to write about those yet.
Writing is not in me today.
Posted by: Jessen on: July 31, 2009
“Crips, Bloods, LAPD, Los Angeles Sheriffs are all the same, you can’t stop a gang with a gang.“
“Should I be angry at my mother? Should I be angry at my father? Or should I be angry at the Establishment for this situation?”
The most downtrodden people have the most profound things to say. No one wants [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: July 30, 2009
A couple of nights ago I had a dream about my ex girlfriends. Although “physically” represented by Liz, I think in my dreams “Liz” is really all of my ex-girlfriends combined. I think my unconscious chooses Liz as the “face” of all my exes because she was the one I held the most animosity towards. [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: July 29, 2009
In the past I have been an exceedingly vengeful person. I could spend hours ruminating on my anger and the best way to ruin someone’s life.
My aggressive vengeful tirades have driven some of my friends away. So in the end they hurt me more than the person I was trying to get back at. That’s [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: July 28, 2009
I read somewhere once, that Left and Right came to be because a few hundred years ago during political discussions in France, people tended to automatically sit on the left or right side of the room depending on their beliefs.
People who are left-brained tend to be right handed, sleep on the right side of the [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: July 28, 2009
Did you know your pre-desposition to be Left or Right, politically, is written into your brain? It’s all about left vs right brain dominance – except we got it backwards, the political Left is right-brained, and the political Right is left-brained. Left brain is analytical, calculating, profit motivated, and “male”. Right brain is intuitive, caring, [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: July 28, 2009
Took these yesterday, was feeling very happy before I had a panic attack which I’m going to discuss with my caseworker today.
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Posted by: Jessen on: July 28, 2009
I think something may be wrong with me. My ticcing is getting worse. My compulsions are worse. My already pathologically deficient short term memory is even worse, to the point where I can end up some distance from my house and not remember how or why I went there. I am having random and intense [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: July 27, 2009
As if my week couldn’t get better, it was topped off with me finally getting my hands on the new Neko Case album, some months after it’s release.
I have to say, I am not all that impressed with the choice for the lead single (“People Gotta Lotta Nerve”) I wouldn’t go so far as calling [...]
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