Posted by: Jessen on: August 23, 2009
Her insatiable lust for knowledge knows no boundaries; she wants to know everything i have to tell her, even the far out, unprovable theories I come up with
like the universe being conscious….
She never calls me crazy, but gently brings me back to reality if she has to
Her honesty and compassion is not forced, like people [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: August 8, 2009
I was picturing myself in Ohio last night… I still remember it very clearly. I can’t remember any of the names of the roads, but I can still walk down them in my mind, and see all the houses, and the restaurants I would go to, and the giant pharmacy, and everything.
While I was doing [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: August 7, 2009
I am angry at myself.
I am angry at myself because I didn’t look after you.
I didn’t try hard enough to stop you from doing hard drugs.
I got angry when you admitted you were turning into an alcoholic. But I didn’t help you. I wrote angry posts in my private journal about how much i hated [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: July 30, 2009
A couple of nights ago I had a dream about my ex girlfriends. Although “physically” represented by Liz, I think in my dreams “Liz” is really all of my ex-girlfriends combined. I think my unconscious chooses Liz as the “face” of all my exes because she was the one I held the most animosity towards. [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: July 28, 2009
I read somewhere once, that Left and Right came to be because a few hundred years ago during political discussions in France, people tended to automatically sit on the left or right side of the room depending on their beliefs.
People who are left-brained tend to be right handed, sleep on the right side of the [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: April 21, 2009
This originally started out as an exploration of the music genre electroclash…but it turned into something else and the parts about electroclash didn’t fit. I’ll save them for a different post.
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All human beings are naturally narcissists, who love their own reflections – which is not a bad thing at all, except in the case of [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: January 8, 2009
For those perhaps not in the know – FOO is a therapist acronym for “Family Of Origin” – its purpose is to draw a distinction between somebody’s first family – parents, siblings, etc – and their second family, if they have one, such as wife, kids, etc. To De-FOO is to cease contact with your [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: December 11, 2008
While I was dating Liz, I lost a lot of weight through not eating. It was unconscious though. I did not intentionally starve myself.
I started gaining the weight back when I was with Caity, and then, as the problems steadily grew to the tipping point, it fell off me again in a matter of weeks, [...]
Posted by: Jessen on: December 11, 2008
Lily Lucerne:
i have a question for you guys
JC Hewitt:
sure
Lily Lucerne:
talking about brain damage
Phil Crimmins joined the room.
JC Hewitt: [listening]
Lily Lucerne:
did you ever experienced a feeling that if you cannot share a beautiful moment with someone …it somehow doesen’t exist …you yourself doesn’t exist?
Lily Lucerne:
like
Lily Lucerne:
if you yell into [...]
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